My Mind's Made Up

I've decided that i'm going to ask my parents about this whole adoption thing. I think I've waited long enough. It's been weighing on my conscious for a while. Even more so since I've been here at school. I think being here has intensified my need to know. Am I wrong though? Who wouldn't want to know who they are and where they come from? I can't even tell people here about me because sometimes I'm not even sure who I am anymore. I find myself alone alot lately. I barely hang around my friends anymore. Things just don't feel the same. It just seems like I'm drifting, going nowhere fast. No purpose. No direction. I'm hoping once I have some answers I can get some of that back.